Unclear

The view is unclear, it has been for too long

Making the vision seem to have jagged ends

The melody has ended together with the song

How could a person be so unaffected and mindless

To be lazy and unkempt with responsibilities

A life wasted in selfishness and carelessness

I blame myself for knowing and yet unseeing

For this punishment will be for some years more

There is no recourse now, at least for the time being

There is no kindness, there is too much pain

There are no more tears to cry or regrets to write

Nothing more in this relationship to gain

The blur vision of what's in my life, ahead of me

Is like this picture of the stalk of rose

A vision you know yet you cannot really see